Thursday, December 25, 2008

my Christmas day

Can't help but feel so down today.
Have you ever felt like sinking in the sea of sadness?
The holidays has given me an excuse to feel unloved, to feel unlucky, and to feel insignificant.
I have so much love to give, so much to share but I can't seem to find the right man to give it to and share it with ...
... that man can't seem to find his way to my life.
Just how do you teach your heart to wait?
How do you give hope to the shattered?
What if he appear one day and there is nothing left in my heart but sorrow ... no love ... just a broken heart?
I hope he is out there looking for me.
I hope he is on his way. I hope he is in a hurry.