Unspoken

As I try to write what I feel,
My heart still yearns to speak them.
But my lips are stitched,
And no words can be spoken.

I used to be so consciously naïve,
Most of the time, so gullible
Which lead my heart to be fractured,
Tortured and badly broken.

I stumbled and fall,
Have learned to endure pain.
I have challenged even my worst misery,
Still got through it all.

As I try to write what I feel,
I realized that a broken heart is hard to heal.
But I am glad to know,
That I have loved, lost, and will love again.

Come Undone

So much has been said
Pain overflowed from where I stand
Dreams were left still shattered
Perhaps there is no way to undo everything
We can’t replace sad memories with good ones
And you can’t give hope to the hopeless

If we look into each other’s eyes
You will not see a trace of the past
It was washed away by my tears
Why constantly say promises
When everybody stopped believing
Tell me what is the use
If all colors of the rainbow are the same?

You cannot stop the rain from falling
And the only way out is the door
So, stop catching me whenever I fall
Because I need to be here
It is a lonely place out here
But its lonelier to be with you

Predicament

Why do I feel this way? There’s still butterflies in my tummy whenever I hear your voice. Your name still makes me smile and sad at the same time. I still want to see your face, touch your hand, and feel your skin. Our past is still my favorite memory and the tears I cried for you is still my loneliest time. How could the person who broke my heart still be the one who can fix it? I fell, picked myself up, and here I am, still waiting for you to break me again. Can you tell me why I still feel this way towards you? Why can’t I let you go? Many times have I tried to look the other way but my heart tries to tricked my mind and I always find myself walking through the path I walked on when I was with you. I hate this feeling. I know you will never come back.

It is I

I sit across you
staring and trying to memorize the face
your smile never fails to make me fall
back in your arms again

I touch you
as if i have touch the skin of a child
so tenderly trying to feel you
in a caress of desire

I dream of you
like i never want to be awaken again
in a long sweet slumber
and never able to let go

I want you
and i wont even ask for more
just to be beside you
to love you

To The One Who Loves Me

You’re holding me tight
As if you never want to let go
But somehow, I still feel the space between us
That I just cannot ignore
You said our hearts beat as one
Our souls united
But somehow, I feel that its only your love
that binds us
And there’s nothin’ more
Every day you make me feel wanted,
and needed
But somehow I feel that in another place
In another arm, I am wanted more, needed more
I should be with you
I shouldn’t feel better w/out you
I swear I do love you
But somehow, this heart feels that
I don’t belong to you
I am sorry that I am not in love with you

Wondering Walls

I wonder what you are doin right now
Are you staring at the wall of your room
Or your tossin and turning in bed, going around?
Did it ever occur to you
That I might be thinking of you
Have you ever thought about me too?

I wonder if you have dark circles around your eyes
Having a hard time sleeping every night
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Was there ever a time that you cry over a heartache
And just couldnt get over it?

The Perfect Combination

What makes of a perfect combination?
Is there really such a thing? I sometimes wonder why a couple lasts very long, is it because of compatibility? They said a perfect pair is about complimenting each other, for instance the woman’s weakness should be the man’s strength and vice versa. That is where “dating” comes in. Men and women go out on dates because they simply want to study their options & find out who they think and find very complimenting to their personality. Of course we should enjoy “dating” and make it less stressful. If a person forced himself to another though obviously they don’t gel in, one get disappointed & the other simply moves on. A person can't forced somebody to change just to be able to fill their standards because eventually the true identity will come out. You can only say you are a perfect combination when you accept each other's faults, beliefs, ideas, and make compromise with each others individuality.

Each and Every Day

how could you hurt me this way?
I suffer almost each & every day
you just think that im ok
deep inside, there’s so much I couldn’t say

they said, im gonna be fine
let him be, he just need time
but how am I gonna tell you
there’s so much im going through?

tell me you hate me
that there’s no way you can love me
tell me I lost your trust
that our love isnt bound to last

let me move on
face me so I could go on
its not fair that uyo’re hurting me this way
coz I die, each & every day